Disociative identity disorder and hospital.?

I have DID and it is is bad. feeling really out of control and my alters want to come out really bad. I have 5-6 alters. Two are evil. one wants me to get hurt and die and the other wants to hurt and rampage. I am on meds but feel like i am not getting better. I would like to go to the hospital but they take for over night and release me or they say I can't come in because I have sleep apnea and no medical devices are allowed in the ward. The nurse tell the DR I am too complicated for them. I live on Hawaii and if I want to go to another island they say no, because my local needs to treat me. It is called Area of Care. I want to go to Honolulu for help but nobody will send me or help me. my Psychiatrist is a quack and talks down to me and ridicules me. I can;t find any other Dr that take medicare or medicaid. I need help. The local free clinic is only taking very very sever mental illness because of budget cutbacks and they say I don;t qualify. help me please.