Last year dusera , i insulted my husband by my parants and brothers. how to forget?

last yr my husband requested to promote some candidates for his networking business. but i could not encourage any of our relatives eventhough we are very rich background and lot of friends. ireverse thing happened . all my friends and relatives insulted my husband for doing this business. that itself created lot of anger and fear inside of me . as my husband lost job because of myself and my mother negligence .i felt i should do something in these matters. things went worse he even proposed divorce . on dusera day when he came to house my family threaened him to take police station. and almost beaten him. and pushed on to the road. my parants hide my children in my grand parants house. and also they locked me inside of room. out side i dont konw what happened to him. later our relatives came to compromise. as they suggested he is struggling phase i should give support to him. as i agreed and came to my husband house. as he is good and supportive things r going calmly. how to cope ?